The Fragility of Memory

UNCC Undergraduate Research Conference Presentation Video for “A Bunny for Me”

Collected Fragments (2023) embodies the varying experiences of 15 emerging artists, intertwined by themes of introspection, reflection, and the passing of time. This 2D/3D exhibition draws together the graduating BFA seniors and celebrates their work as one before they pursue their creative careers.”

The Fragility of Memory was originally displayed in Kelli Crockett’s BFA exhibition, Collected Fragments. Following this show, the series was then displayed at Goodyear Arts in Charlotte, NC as part of The Shelf Life of Grief as well as the 56th Annual Student Juried Exhibition at UNC Charlotte, where Kelli’s work placed 2nd in show. The collection will be presented at the Annual Undergraduate Research Conference at UNCC in April 2024 and will be featured in Nova Literary Arts Magazine Vol 55 in May. The central painting, A Bunny for Me will be on display in the UNCC Career Center Art Gallery for one year beginning in May.

The following is from Kelli’s artist statement on display in Collected Fragments:

“My current thesis work focuses on the role of sentimental objects, and the stories they tell. What could you observe about someone’s life, just from the objects they hold dear? It is a very human thing, to instill our sense of remembrance, grief, and love into something that can be damaged, or even lost. It seems foolish to do so, and yet we cannot help ourselves from materializing our emotions into something we can hold and cherish. It’s a risky act of creation, of self-soothing, of love. I adore this so-very-human act, foolish as we are. The vastness and gentility of these emotions helps me to seek a greater understanding of my own sentimentality. To encompass and further investigate this concept, I’ve painted a series of objects that I keep close to myself. I’ve titled this series of oil paintings The Fragility of Memory.

The central image features the childhood stuffed bunny that I’ve had since before I was born. This is my only sentimental object that begins and ends with me; from there, other objects spread out into my family: My mother’s wedding dress that I tried on when I was 7, and again at 22 for this project. Her locket that she gave me on my 18th birthday, that she wore throughout my childhood, and I’ve worn every day since. My father’s kitty-cat belt that he and I both wore all through our college years, decades apart. My late grandfather’s gavel, which has hung on the wall in my house my entire life. The little suitcase my grandmother travelled with in the 50s, that I use every day. Items from my grandfather’s time in the military, guarding schools during integration and almost driving a tank off a cliff. The angel from my great Aunt Betty’s casket and Aunt Dee Dee’s little ceramic flower cup, the only thing I asked for from her house when she died. These objects, and those unlisted, make me feel closer to the people who have filled my life. They are the most irreplaceable, priceless, and vital parts of me.”

“The Fragility of Memory centerpiece, which I am officially calling A Bunny for Me is one of my favorite paintings I’ve ever made in a collection I’m so proud to have created. I feel like everyone can relate to the experience of fading childhood memories and how eternalizing our nostalgia in sentimental objects helps us feel like we have an anchor to hold onto when looking back on times gone by. It’s such a beautiful and painfully-human thing to instill so much love into something that can be lost or broken, and yet we cannot help ourselves, and I adore humans for this reason. I have so many wonderful memories tied to my childhood bunny, a gift given to my parents for me before I was even born. 22 years later, I have kept her safe, even after dragging her everywhere with me for so many years. I hope one day I get to give a child a gift like this that they will keep with them forever.”

A Bunny For Me
The Fragility of Memory Collection
Oil, 36″ x 36″, 2023

Her Wedding Gown“… it seems to be the fan favorite of the collection! This was my mother’s wedding dress. I tried it on once when I was 7 and felt like a magical princess drowning in the beaded silk. I tried it on again at 22, and this time time it fit. This was painted from a picture of me in the dress, taken by my mom, surrounded by dozens of the family heirlooms we collected to photograph for the series. If you all think the front is beautiful, you should see the back! I’ll paint it one day.

I have to say, I knew I was going to fall in love with this painting, but wow, this one was amazing to create. It was so intricate and I did so much problem solving along the way! I learned a lot about how I paint and got to test a lot of new techniques that I’m excited to explore more in my next series. Painting silk is definitely one of my favorite things ever now–I probably repainted this 3 times over before I got it right! I saw the dress again today and it was mesmerizing to hold it and feel the fabric after trying to capture it in paint for weeks.”

Her Wedding Gown
The Fragility of Memory Collection
Oil, 2023, 15″ x 30″